Not Even For Love - Sandra Brown

On the surface, Jordan Hadlock has it all. A great job managing the English newsstand in the old quarter of Lucerne, Switzerland. Rich and renowned Swiss industrialist Helmut Eckherdt is intent on marrying her, even though she hasn't said yes. What more could she ask for? A clap of thunder and a pounding on her door soon give her an answer.
Reeves Grant appears seeking shelter from a sudden downpour, but the real storm is inside Jordan and the passion they share that night. The next morning he disappears without a trace.
Still reeling from the encounter, Jordan plays hostess at Helmut's lavish dinner party, where Helmut announces that he and Jordan are to be wed — at the very same moment she spies Reeves Grant snapping pictures of the event and her new "fiancé."
Now Jordan is moving toward the altar with a man she likes but doesn't love. And working on a feature of the wealthy Helmut — often only inches away from her — is photojournalist Reeves Grant, bringing with him all the memories of the emotions she felt one special night.
Not Even For Love captures the wild fluctuations between doubt and desire in complex relationships while offering the engrossing tale of a woman who must learn to trust her instincts to discover exactly who she is and what she wants.